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I am pregnant. 5 weeks and 2 days.. I’m 19 and my bf is 25. I have mixed feelings about what I should do. My boyfriend doesn’t want the baby and claims he’d rather have a felony than a baby. He claims that if I keep it, then he will leave me and have me take care of the baby by myself. I’m already scared and stressed and he hasn’t comforted me at all. This is my first pregnancy and I don’t want it to be like this. I watch cute dad and baby videos and cry while imagining it as him and our unborn child. I sit in bed and sulk while I suffer from cramps. I’m getting an abortion and i’m grateful that it’s an option but it hurts to think about what could’ve been. His mom feels my pain. I know she feels shame about having a selfish son. I love him so much but he’s done some terrible things to me and i think this may have been the last straw. my heart drops every time I see a cute newborn or a healthy pregnant woman. It’s not a baby or even a fetus yet but It’s a part of me. when I lose this part of me, what will I have left? i can’t keep living like this..

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