I feel like I have no close friends. All of my friends have their own best friends and the girl who was friends with me for a long time is currently

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I feel like I have no close friends. All of my friends have their own best friends and the girl who was friends with me for a long time is currently ghosting me and she has a best friend whom she wouldn’t have met if it wasn’t for me. Also it’s probably somehow my fault because when others tried to make friends with me I pushed them away because I have zero social skills (I lived with an amazing girl for 2 months when my parents hosted her and her mother at our house and I only sat in my room and was too afraid to talk). While people my age hang out daily I have no one to do it with (my other friends are my classmates and our relationship only limit to talking at school and sending each others tiktoks at home). I spent New Year’s Eve with my family, not with friends. I overstudy myself because I have nothing else to do. I have ever had little to no romantic interactions, even though I believe I’m not ugly. I had some online friends, but we didn’t survive the Great War. I have a good relationship with my cousins, but they have their own lifes and I know I’m just their family, not a friend. I’m currently listening to Midnights and writing my very first novelm I really hope I’ll one day be someone important, but even more I hope I’ll find a best friend and finally be someone’s first choice. I would sell my soul for it.

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I don’t really have any place other to turn to than an anonymous confession site. I’m 32f, I’ve started to have fantasies about dogs and being mounted. No real place to safely talk about it, and not sure how to event process why I think about just. Just feel mostly embarrassed and alone.

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I’m a female, nineteen years old, nothing special about me tbh although I seem to be a lot interesting to guys twice my age. I’m not that attractive but I was almost raped by my cousin when I was eight. I’m an only child and that’s my misery, everyone thinks I’m spoiled while I’m broke. I was raised by my mother, being a burden and a debt to her but I was unaware that after I grow up, I’ll have to repay everything. My mother sold her body in order to earn money, about which I always knew because there were a lot of men and women who visited the house we lived in, I decided to stay silent about it and nobody knew where my father is, my mother said he’s a bad guy. I turned fifteen and my mother introduced me to a man in his thirties, who has a wife and a child already. I was against it, but she said that he won’t be having s*x with me, he’ll just touch and groom me until I get into adulthood but nightmare came soon. She fell into poverty and made me have s** with him, that night is hunting and painful, I can still feel the pain in my private part when I remember it, I bled a lot, my innocence was took away from me at sixteen. After that, my mother showed me to two more men, introduced me to them, made me sleep with them for money, saying that it’s all for my future. F*ck you mother.