I'm not sure if its considered COCSA (child on child sexual assault) however it makes me feel violated when I remember it so I consider it to be since it

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I’m not sure if its considered COCSA (child on child s***** assault) however it makes me feel violated when I remember it so I consider it to be since it was against my will. So I have an uncle the same age as me, and as early back as I can remember he would touch me inappropriately and this happened early as 5 or 6 years old maybe 4 and as recent as the age of 15, I am 17 now. It only stopped when I threatened him with a kitchen knife because I woke up to him stroking my a**. I told him if he ever touched me again I would cut his testicles off and make him eat it, I must’ve scared him cus he never once touched me again. I have a deep hatred for him and I hope he dies. The b****** in a way recieved his karma cus he has severe depression (suicidal). However because of my animosity twords him it makes it hard to be around him and his family and unfortunately they’re very close family I wanna say I see them almost every single day and with the more time goes on I realize how much remorse he lacks. Its not just with my abuse which I have NEVER brought up to him or anyone else but he knows what he did, I also notice a lack of remorse in everything else. For instance he goes out of his way to elbow people, make people embarrassed, insult people, bully people and it not only doesn’t make him feel bad it actually makes him feel HAPPY. The kid is demented and needs serious mental help. Anyways I’ve only ever told 1 person who’s a friend of mine. But no one else so now yall know.

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