I fell in love with my teenage friend it’s destroying me. I’m now 26 and I know him 14 years but only in the last 2 years we confessed our love for

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I fell in love with my teenage friend it’s destroying me. I’m now 26 and I know him 14 years but only in the last 2 years we confessed our love for eachother while I had a boyfriend and he had a girlfriend. Since then I have broken up with my boyfriend ( not for him) and he is still in a relationship with his girlfriend. In the last year we started sleeping with eachother. It was every few weeks at the start of the year but it’s once a month now. I love him so much but we would be awful together. It’s really messing up my head because I really can’t say no but it’s putting a pause on my hole life. When will i be able to walk away and stop doing this? I hate it so much but love him too much. When we see eachother nothing matters but when he leaves I feel like s*** for days. I can’t tell anyone and I mean no one because it’s a secret so I can’t speak to anyone about it as we have the same friend group so it’s melting my head and eating me up inside. I can’t wait for a moment in life to be able to look back on this time and not be in it anymore. He tells me he loves me which makes me so happy in the moment but I know he only says it when he is in the moment. And then I ask myself but why does he keep coming back? why hasn’t this ended? but then I tell myself it’s because I’m an easy option for him. It’s so sad and I know I need to get out but I don’t want to say goodbye.

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