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I hope I have a fatal disease. I am ready for it. I have no dreams or hopes, I have no regrets. I have never loved a person, I only loved things, because things brought me happiness and people hurt me. I have a lot of incurable illnesses including mental ones and I’m basically living in hell. I have no skin on my hands and I’m always in pain. I hate myself inside and outside. I also live in a third world country and can’t even get an education to get at least a chance to live a better life. Everything I ever wanted – no matter how small it was – was always too much to ask. I’m so, so, so done. Right now I’m experiencing lower stomach pains and I’m bleeding (not in a normal way for a woman). It’s been two months since it started. I hope it’s something fatal.

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