I’m waiting for something I know won’t happen and I don’t know what to do.
There’s so much more than this for somebody that can understand the value of a man like me who has intentionally kept this much of his life unfinished, to share with the right person.
The further I go in compromise and self sacrifice to encourage them to see value in discipline regarding questioning one’s own thoughts and managing harmful behaviors, the more I feel I am creating a target on myself for when such thoughts and behaviors skew into their next tangent.
I don’t know what to do.
