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you said u will always be with me God. are u with me tonight?while i am submerge with loneliness, pain, fear, overthinking, and loathing of myself? why have you made me alone and lonely. i cant even talk to anyone right now. cause i know they wouldnt ever understand. and i know they dont really care. no one cares they only care when you are dead. but it will only take weeks or even a day they would forget all about u. if only i have the courage to take my own life i would do oit because im so tired already. i dont care if u call me weak but it still haunts me. this fear still paralyzes and constantly whispers to me how bad i am how dumb and stupid i am how im not goona make it how i will always fail no ,atter how hard i try. i will always fail. because im just me.

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