One of my friends I have to keep around (because the other friends don't have this problem and I like them) - is so PAINFULLY NORMAL. Everything she

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One of my friends I have to keep around (because the other friends don’t have this problem and I like them) – is so PAINFULLY NORMAL. Everything she likes/shares is… nothing unique, it’s all just so f8cking boring. I can have a deep, meaningful conversation with the other friend and she can get into the convo on messager and ruin it all with her small-talk, with her selfies, pictures of monster high dolls etc. I tried to like anything she likes to hang on, I tried to get into make-up and skin routines for us to have anything to talk about but it just annoys me too much. I don’t care about this stuff. I don’t care anymore what she has to say. I just roll my eyes every time I see her writing something. Even for Halloween the rest of my friends did these amazing outfits and they all looked way different but she just.. did herself some basic make-up and her costume was one of “the pretty girls” ones. AND IT’S SO F9CKING BOOOORING. I’m so f8cking petty rn. I’m so tired of this person. She is so painfully average and she tries to call me her bestfriend where I know when it comes to consolling, helping, being empathetic it will always be one-sided because she’s just so painfully average that she can’t even talk about serious things, she can’t console people when they are going through something bad because she either makes it all about herself or her “consoling” makes this person feel only worse. And I don’t talk about myself even. The worst thing is that she thinks she’s way better than anyone else where she’s.. really just average. I’ve met hundreds like her… where the other friends in this group are unique, have colorful personality, unique likes & dislikes.. can handle deep, meaningful conversations, do not post something stupid out of the blue when they see that it’s not a good time because someone else is going through something hard and vents to the group.
I just can’t with her.. even her boyfriend is painfully normal. Good for them that they found each other but he hurts her a lot, she hurts him a lot and they are both damaged people but they both are too d8mb to do anything about it and just keep on doing that and it’s also annoying to me since they both can’t do any self-reflecting.
Another annoying thing about her is – when someone hurts me – I just cut them off. Completely. She on the other hand keeps them in her friendlist, lies to them that she still likes them and stalks them to make fun of them behind their backs. And it makes me paranoid to have her “as a friend”. Since our personalities really don’t match at all.
You could say that I care about her since I wrote so much stuff about her but it’s quite opposite – I wish she would just… go away.

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