I’ve always been by her side yet I can’t bring myself to stop having these needless feelings towards her. As her closest friend, it hurts every time when she talks about loving another person.

I can’t help but have thoughts, “You should look at me instead.” or “I want to make you happier than him.”

I don’t think she’ll see me the same way as I do so I’ll just be here for her and support her with all I have.

I still love you, so much