I’m simply a f****** moron. This dude always stares at me, sometimes smiling at me, yet idk what this means, nor what to do. He probably just plays with me. It’s not as if he actually likes me. I mean, look at me, I’m the biggest mess in existence. Why would he even like me???
He just saw me as a derpy idiot, cuz I usually do dumb s***. And even if he actually meant that, why doesn’t he say anything? Did he see smth I didn’t? Idk, everytime he’s around, I just wanna run away, cuz ik imma mess things up again. I SWEAR THIS S*** HURTS SO MUCH, I WOULD LIKE TO BE DEAD, CUZ THEN NO ONE WOULD SUFFER BCS OF ME ANYMORE
