Retardation and Loneliness
I’m destined to wander like a ghost
a wilted lonely rose
in a field filled with pins
and I burn with all my sins
Impaled and pasty thin
I smile and drink my poison
no one ever laughed
when I bathed in mustard gas
And I wanna know if it’s inborn
I wanna know why I face God’s scorn
when thorns grow from the heart
maggots tear the rotting flesh apart
Inside I’m sinking whilst treading a path
I keep overthinking impaled on broken glass
I want to know if it’s deserved
the only fate I’ve earned
I wanna know if I don’t belong
life’s wrong, life’s wrong, life’s wrong
