I was raised in an environment where everybody was doing something 24/7, and I was always considered the “lazy” one, (despite me having both adhd and autism, so it was beyond my abilities) and now that I’m older, I have created this constant pressure on myself in which I cannot get burnt out, take breaks, or break from the fabricated personality I made myself. I’m so tired and I’m on the verge of a shutdown that I caused myself. (So sorry about how weirdly this is worded + how entitled I sound 😭😭 I struggle w putting emotions into words)