i wish i didn’t exist. i resent my parents for bringing me into this world. i wish i was never born. i have no goals, aspirations, real interests or anything. i never felt strongly about anything in my life. everyday is just following a routine of college, home, college, home and looking for anything to distract me from this void in my chest… but i know i can’t stay like this forever. the only way to stop it is to kill myself but i’m too much of a coward to do that, so i don’t know what will happen when the time comes. i’ll probably kill myself anyway but i still dread the day it happens.
