I want to open up but i don’t want to open up to my mom because we were never close in the first place and i never open up to my dad because he’s manipulative now i want to open up to my grandma because i feel like she’s nicer now this is why i feel guilty i want to open up about how i don’t want to attend face to face classes because I’m got fatter I’ve been battling with my appearance ever since sixth grade and I’ve dealt with this for 6 years causing me to have issues with the way my body look i also want to open up about how i constantly think of suicide everytime i have a mental breakdown and how I’ve struggled with Harming myself because of validation in the past now i just do it because i like the way it looks but sometines use it to relieve emotional pain
