I met this g****** a game called sky cotl, her name was Ling and she was from china. Ling was older than me and I saw her as a older sister and someone I was comfortable with. We have been friends for a few months and even though our time difference (I’m from America) we still hung out to play (mostly me staying up till 1-2 am to hang out. I’ll get it out my chest now, I miss you so much Ling I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I left you and blocked you because I can’t handle long friend relationships with people. I ghost people because I fear you’ll lose interest in me soon. I’m sorry you told me everything about you and trusted me so much. I feel like a real backstabber, I think about you all the time when I play and I wanna cry so bad. I wanna come back in your life and unblock you but I know you’ll get mad at me. Who wouldn’t I mean I left you and I wanna come back in your life like nothing happened. I’m a straight jerk and I’m so sorry Ling. I miss you. It’s better this way though. Im not good enough as a friend, I never am. I feel bad when someone wants to get close to me, because I know I’ll leave them soon. I always do, it’s a bad habit. Ling… don’t forgive me, I hope you find someone better to hang out with now. Is it so bad of me to want what we had again? Even though I ruined it… I miss you Ling, I love you. – C
