I’m so sad that I can’t have normal things other people have. Friends, excitement, a loving family that wants the best for me, etc. It’s unfair, this world. Nobody will give a damn about me unless if I have money, look good, or have a bright future ahead of me.
I wish I wasn’t born and that my coping mechanism in the future isn’t to take it out onto unsuspecting pedestrians. I wish I just had one good friend to talk to that genuinely cares about me and force me to take the steps forward to getting my life on track. I wish my life doesn’t have such a depressing end when I eventually leave.
