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i fell in love with a boy on summer camp. it was one of the last days of camp that i wanted to confess, but i was scared. then a lot of things happened too fast and one of my friends told him that i wanted to talk to him to which he immediately replied “i don’t want to be in a relationship with anyone” (i wasn’t there when my friend came up to him, i ran away to my room). i knew that he didn’t want anyone, he stated that a few times that after camp it’d be hard to keep in touch with anyone and it’d just hurt to never again see each other, yet i still fell for him… i could get lost in his always tired, deep, greenish-blue eyes… and his cute face whenever he smiled. his fluffy hair and chaotic personality. i cried a lot on that day. i didn’t want to f*** up the connection we made as close friends and that’s why i was so devastated that it got out. fortunately, we got to talk a bit and he reassured me that i didn’t f*** up and everything is okay and that he knew i had a crush on him (someone told him at the very beginning, i’m pretty sure it was two of my gal friends). even though he said everything was okay, it still felt weird. the fact that every time i tried to get closer to him or do something together, he knew why… it was so embarrassing…

we kind of lost the connection for the last days of camp and i regret it.

i had my birthday recently as well and one whole room was filled with balloons. there were wishes or funny stuff written on them, all for me. but one of them was, and still is special. it has my crushes name on it. i wanted to take a few of the balloons home, but all of them deflated, except that one. it’s on my shelf right now. i promised myself that before all the air escapes, i’ll fall out of love. that i’ll forget him. i hope i’ll be able to do so.
my camp ended two days ago. i miss all the people from there. it felt like home and for the first time in my life i truly had fun with the people i loved. for the first time i was myself. i’ll miss them all. i’m really happy it all happened, even though it’ll never happen again.

my crush said that he wants to wait until he’s older to even start dating and wouldn’t want a long-distance relationship anyway. i told him that he’s important to me and that i at least wanted to keep in touch as friends for a little bit over text, but he said it doesn’t make sense for us to keep texting if we don’t meet each other irl. i said “have you never had online friends? we don’t need to meet up”. he left me on seen.

that was on the last full day of camp. the following morning i had to leave. the last thing i said to him was “you little fucker” and hugged him hard. after i pulled away he said “bye” and nothing more. i could only wave or i’d break down right then and there.. i walked out after that, with the balloon in my backpack. i cried a lot when i got home. i didn’t tell anyone about this.

if the universe makes you see this, M, you can look at it. i know you aren’t good at english. go ahead, read it. you wouldn’t understand anyway.

i still love you,
– k.

New Confession

We rented a room in our house to an older lady (she is like 60) and when she moved in she asked if I could help move stuff and she would pay me. (I am 17 M) so I am like sure and helped her move her bedroom set, tv, etc… and got paid $50 so I am like cool.

When she paid me, she was hugging me and telling me how strong I am. She was touching me all over and I got excited and she was staring and smiled. I am kind of big there and was cammando that day, she she could see the outline and size thru the nylon basketball shorts.

Every week when I family is at work, she asks me for help with stuff in her room, like hooking up TV, moving furniture and stuff. Yesterday she asked for help, and was only wearing a short robe and underwear. Her robe would not stay closed and I saw her P#nties and bra, and she looked pretty decent. It got me excited seeing her and she asked me if I needed help with that and pointed to by engourged c#ck,

She walked over to me and her rope was again wide open, and she held my c#ck thru my shorts and started playing with it and stroking it. She told me she would like to see it if that is OK, and she pulled my shorts down, exposing me n#ked. She said she was so impressed with how big I was and asked if it would be OK if she kissed it for me. (of course I am like OK) She dropped down to her knees and took me in her mouth, she was an expert, and made me all wet, and she was humming, which made a vibration on my thing, and made me really excited.

She pushed me down on her bed and stopped kissing me there… she said it has been a long time since I had such a nice c#ck inside me, would it be OK if I put it inside of me for a little. As she spoke, she removed her robe and underwear, and climbed on top of me… she was stroking my thing and rubbing it on her privates… I could feel she was very wet. She smiled as she guided me inside of her and sat down on my c#ck making me go all the way inside.

She rode me like a pro. I did not tell her this was my first time to have i**********. She was moaning and pretty sure having org#sms because everything was wet, actually soaked… she removed her bra and put my hands on her t#ts. When she did this, I got really excited and told her I was going to c#m, and she went crazy and humped me even more. I filled her insides and I am pretty sure she org#smed again.

When she got off me, she went down on me again, and was moaning, stroking, and licking me there. Putting me in her mouth again, I got excited and my tool was hard and she smiled and climbed on top of me but facing away from me. It was great because I could watch her b#tt as she slid up and down on my tool. We both orgasmed again and she thanked me over and over and said it was wonderful.

She told me I was welcome to come by anytime I needed relief, or was stressed. She told me this is out secret, you can use me anytime day or night… I have been going to her room daily now since she moved in… she never complains and is always ready to please me…

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