Most normal people yearning for a happy, peaceful and harmonic family and life. I’m not proud to admit it but it is the ugly truth; I’m always been envious of any other people’s peaceful life. living with people filled with negativity has being such a torture, sometimes people don’t deserve to be your family, they are heartless, soulless satanist and monster who deserves to go to hell. Nobody in this messed up, disgusting, cruel world gives a damn about me, I’m like a dirty p************, a emotionless robot, a thin air. Not even the people I suppose to be called my family. I trusted in Jesus the so called God, I had always put my faith in it, but they betrays me time after time. Why does those who don’t want to die- dies and those who wants to do actually can’t right at the moment. Some man’s are absolutely freaking disgusting. I can’t understand why a alcoholic, mama’s boy, foul mouthed, foul tempered, heartless man had to be part of my family.