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Does anyone have like absolutely 0 friends?

I mean I have a ‘friend’ who’s been with me since kindergarten (I’m 21 now) and it’s kind of like a default friend,she’s been with me my whole life,if we were to meet outside we would not be friends because we have nothing in common. Our communication these days are,we just like each other’s Instagram story and chat like once every few months. The spark isn’t there anymore it’s just awkward convos.

I don’t have anyone to talk to everyday,I don’t have anyone to hang out with. To be fair I make absolutely 0 effort in finding or talking to new people,I have social anxiety.

But how nice would it be to have friends to go to the movies,have picnics,go bowling or karaoke.

I can barely make new friends online,my social anxiety is that bad,I can’t even fake a personality where no one knows who I am.

I see all those extroverts ‘adopting’ an introvert memes,I wish someday that’ll happen to me and someone brings out the joy in me back.

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I’m a teen. How can I do it* with no pain. It’s hard for me to access to the stuff. (It=death) I’m exhausted. My family hates me. My friends are always stepping on me. I’m very fat and very ugly. I do sh. A need a cheap, not painful and accessible way. I need a hug. I used to let myself get groomed by older men. I loved the attention but I felt dirty. I blocked anyone if they ever asked for nudes. My grades are horrible. I work hard. I swear I do. But I’m so stupid. I already tried to do it* several times. It always failed and they were very painful. I can’t access to any pill. I’m probably mentally ill but no one will notice that because no one cares. I’m desperate find a way. My only escape from reality is eating. But now I’m f****** obese, ugly and getting bullied. No men will ever even like me. No one loves me as a friend despite how much I put effort in the friendship. For the last time. I’m begging you for a way out. The world is not made for me

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I’m a teen. How can I do it* with no pain. It’s hard for me to access to the stuff. (It=death) I’m exhausted. My family hates me. My friends are always stepping on me. I’m very fat and very ugly. I do sh. A need a cheap, not painful and accessible way. I need a hug. I used to let myself get groomed by older men. I loved the attention but I felt dirty. I blocked anyone if they ever asked for nudes. My grades are horrible. I work hard. I swear I do. But I’m so stupid. I already tried to do it* several times. It always failed and they were very painful. I can’t access to any pill. I’m probably mentally ill but no one will notice that because no one cares. I’m desperate find a way. My only escape from reality is eating. But now I’m f****** obese, ugly and getting bullied. No men will ever even like me. No one loves me as a friend despite how much I put effort in the friendship. For the last time. I’m begging you for a way out. The world is not made for me

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