i really f****** loved you man. you fucked up everything i had left like i was trash. i remember when you told me you would never break up with me and that i was the prettiest girl in the world to you and that im perfect but it was all a f****** lie. i stayed up at night dreaming about you and being on ft with you. the thing is thats the worst is that i cant hate you. i f****** miss you and love you and im sorry i wasnt good enough for you. i love you. -F