Today my father shouted at me because of a damage in our house that I indirectly caused. He called me an idiot for something I had no control of. I’m sorry. I tried to explain what happened but he still called me an idiot for not noticing.
I think he hates me.
I think he wishes I never had me.
I thought about killing myself tonight at the forest near my house.
I am not going to do it. I will lock myself in my room to make sure I won’t.
Tonight my mom and I have to go somewhere on our own anyway and he leaves early for work so I won’t see him for many hours.
Tonight I am going to smile and play the part of the nice and polite daughter.
I am going to be okay