i miss him so much it kills me. i cant stand to live another day without him. i genuinely love him so much it hurts it actually hurts. im so embarrassed by my own feelings and would take this weight to my grave if it werent for these anon sites. which by the way: the things being said on here are horrifying. it’s clearly some lonely guy so stupidly obsessed with black people and really anyone who isnt white its so sad. like genuine obsession with minorities its insane.