When i wa about 4-5 I was home alone and my big brother (11) was baby sitting me. we were playing and having fun when all of a sudden he said he wanted me to lick his d*** and that it tasted like a lollipop. I refused and he told me to touch it when i again refused he took my hand and made me touch it, i ran away in disgust and washed my hand he said it was normal and that all siblings did it. Now beeing 16 I still think about it and im way to scared to tell anyone so here I am. -girl X