i spent my whole childhood on meds, from 8 until 18. being treated like a guinea pig by so many “therapists” who shouldnt even have their f****** license for this s***. was given liquid lithium, got violently ill. given topamax, told it was for bipolar (its not even for kids, let alone any mental issue!!) had to go to the hospital because i was having intense chest pain and the nerves behind my eyes hurting, got told i couldve had a heart attack and/or gone blind from it. given Xanax when i was 14, 6 months later at a new psychiatrist and the dude is horrified that i was prescribed that. given countless more to “help.” they evengave me abilify twice, despite me telling them not to because it makes me hyperaggressive. no one cared. all they wanted was go push meds and make bank. now look at me. im a complete f*** up of a person. i wish i was never born. those meds fucked me up worse than anything else ever did. now im even worse than i was before.
