I am mentally ill and when i was born i was born with retardness, premature. I have went through a lot of sheet in life, Id wish for noone.But my mind doesnt hepl me either. I cant even live anymore. I feel trapped in my body.how difficult is that. Sometimes i feel mayb i might end up in a mental institute. What am i paying for what ive done wrong even for the ‘little’ mistakes i paid. Curse going from generation to generation also????? Where does my responsibility begin n where it ends???????????????????????
Im tired really, im tired of life of living.They screwed me up so much that I’m exhausted.Yes, I could have been more active. Less coward.But its hard.Ignorance is also hard. My mind was screwed totally.
Satan I will beat you.
If thats why i came on Earth, I will beat you. I promise.I promise to myself first of all. I will beat you.
Enough with this silliness of his; this craziness, this chaos of his.This mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lord I Trust In You.
Lord I Trust In You.
Jesus, I Trust In You.
