I’ve failed at everything. I’ve failed at precisely every single thing that I dedicated my life to. Just listing here for a reason that I don’t know. Failed at figuring that out too.
– Dated only one girl ever in my life and married her. But failed to give her the confidence that I can never betray here. She’s the only person I love, to this day. The only person I’ve ever trusted, ever shared my real thoughts with. She things I’m flake, unreliable person and treats me like s*** every time I make a mistake.
– Grew up with a goal that I’ll take care of my parents when they need me. Failed that that too. Couldn’t get them to see the self destructive path they were on and avoid the people harming them.
– Hoped I’ll be an ideal for my kids and give them the love and care and attention I never got. Did that, but turns out, doing that makes you get treated like s*** by your own kids. Got taken for granted.
– Worked my a** off to deliver my best work. Was successful, but on a dime, management kicks me to the curb because I had a bad year.
I’ll keep fighting. Don’t know how to give up. That is also a problem I’ve been told I have – not knowing when to stop.

What a life.