A man who repeatedly and adamantly used to tell me I was the love of his life cheated on me with someone who I thought was my best friend. I walked in on it. This happened many months ago and I haven’t recovered since. I feel absolutely miserable and I can’t fully trust anyone anymore. I know I need to move forward and put trust in the human spirit but with all the economic and social downturn I can’t really find much to live for. All I can do is make music that nobody will hear or care about and work a job being metaphorically spat in the face until I die naturally or by my own hand. I’ve fallen into the cracks of the earth and I can’t claw my way out. I’m done.
