I’m still in love with a boy I met online 2+ years ago. I know it seems so cringy and bad but I can’t help it. We still talk sometimes but it isn’t the

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I’m still in love with a boy I met online 2+ years ago. I know it seems so cringy and bad but I can’t help it. We still talk sometimes but it isn’t the same, we used to do everything together and talk a lot but now I don’t even say hi to him anymore. I feel like I should hate him but I can’t. I still remember everything he wanted and liked. I want to forget it all and forget him but I also don’t want to forget? Maybe I have hope it’ll all go back to how it used to be. I want to talk to someone about it so badly but I don’t think anyone would listen or help me. I wish I had the confidence to talk to him about it or even say hi to him again but it’ll never happen. All I want to really know is.. why did he stop liking me back? Maybe if I knew that I could move on and fix myself. I don’t know, but if he ever finds this just know.. I am still getting you your dream dog. I did promise after all.

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To be human is to continually change. Your desire to remain as you are is what ultimately limits you.

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My ex would s******* harrass me every day, if that is the word. Force me to show him my body, show him myself m***********, pleasure him since we were long-distance. Whenever I said no, it would be begging all night until I gave in. So I stopped saying no in fear of him leaving me, embarrassing me, sending the photos out. But now, a year after him, I still imagine what it would be like if we did have s**. I imagine it when I’m alone, about how he’d topple over me, guide me through it with a soft voice as he deflowered me. How his rough hands would grab me and pull me hair like how he would describe to me. How he said he wanted me to be choking to the point I nearly threw up. How he wanted his hand on my stomach as he plowed. I pray every day that I never see him again, but I pray that the sin of my desires is attained first.