I am madly in love with my best friend, but I'm also extremely jealous of him. We are both trans (FTM) and he grew up with a very masculine childhood and

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I am madly in love with my best friend, but I’m also extremely jealous of him. We are both trans (FTM) and he grew up with a very masculine childhood and has had feelings of being trans for most of his life. While I grew up with a feminine childhood and only realized I was trans a few years ago. He is so much more masculine looking and confident in his identity than I am. I hate that I’m so jealous while also being head over heels for him.

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To be human is to continually change. Your desire to remain as you are is what ultimately limits you.

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