I wish you’d talk to me. I wish you’d f****** stop ignoring me. It kills me that I’m not even worth that much Alana. I did everything for you and was your “best friend”.
Why am I so replaceable now? It’s hard for me not to love you people still in spite of you throwing me away. I did the best I could and life is hell. I’ve been wanting to kill myself more and more each day but this sure doesn’t help.
I just want things to go back to how they were. I need my friends. I need any friends right now.
I don’t know how much longer I can do this.