It’s painful to feel this alone, no one should feel this way.
Last night I thought I would fill my fantasy with a B B C . My husband is away on a business trip. So? I brought home a waiter from our favorite restaurant. I couldn’t believe how big his sausage was. Yes, I moaned when he slid in my willing playground. Yes, I bucked back like it was my very first time. I knew he was ready. Then he treated me like a high school girl. I couldn’t even believe that he pulled out and squirted his cream pie all over my stomach. Then asked me to s u c k on his sausage. And I’m like seriously after pulling out. Then I yelled get dressed and get the F U C K O U T.
My whole f****** life is falling apart because of this b**** that I dated and I don’t even know what to do anymore I’m so alone and I have nothing and nobody and I just don’t know if it’s worth it anymore
