Its been 20 years, been bullied at the age 7yr, because of my appearance. No one wanted to be friend with me cause im ugly, i have been mentally abused since young. Im just tired and no confidence at all with myself. Im try but sometime it hard. I keep lost myself again and again. It just rare for me to hear a good compliment. What i always got is face shaming and not doing good by my own family. Im totally tired.. you don’t know how i live in my childhood phase, is a s*** and it effect my life till now. I just wondering how being pretty like other, when you’re ugly no one will appreciate your existence it just waste of your time even you try hard for it. Right now im taking my degree i just need a little time to survive. Im can’t get through this anymore but i will try until the last day. I will wait till the end of the day. I just wanna feel how to be the standard when everyone will appreciate your existence. never telling about this and I have been keep this for 20 years. And i don’t have anyone to tell about this. I just want to be pretty so i can start everything again with confidence.