i have been with my girlfriend for 5 months now almost 6. i have told her i love her but i’m not really sure if i do.. i’ve only ever been in love once and i didn’t even date her, i’ve talked to many girls and led them on just to break it off because i’ve never felt the same about any of them as i did my first, but with my girl i feel like i might actually love her, i’m just scared because it’s not like the first girl. but the first girl wasn’t love right? she used me as a comforter when she needed me and would only say she loved me or was in love with me if i did, she never really did anything for me.. my girlfriend now is the sweetest, purest soul in the world and i’m too scared to end it and figure out how i feel because i don’t wanna hurt her, or myself. that’s love right? i just don’t know, i want to love her so bad but idk if i can or if i know how. when i’m with her, i never wanna leave, but when i’m not i feel okay too? i don’t wanna hurt this girl at all but idk if i feel like we should be together.