I just got pills for a infection and I’m thinking about downing them with allergy pills and other pills and stuff for sickness. My parents won’t get me help and compare my problems with others. My school counselor called my dad twice and no action has been meant. Why does it hurt so much? I’m 13 and I already ran away once isn’t that a sign of I need help?! I F****** HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF. I want to buy stuff so I can be skinny, I need stuff so I can pass as a boy too. Why did I have to be born in this body? If I was born with a p**** maybe someone would actually love me. Why do I need to feel like I need to get high or try to commit suicide for someone to finally listen? I f****** hate this and myself. I got my phone taken away too and I can’t contact the suicide hotline. Maybe I should get commit at this point.