I’m Connor. 15. I live in the ghetto, my mom married some loser and I’m always doing stuff with the older kids in the neighborhood to stay away from home. One day a friend told me if I wanted to be in his gang I’d have to do whatever he told me to. Steal this.. Take that.. Whatever. Later we went to the lake and he said he was meeting a girl. She got there and he said they were going to the bathroom to have s**. I was watching out for them and then she stormed out and said she was gone. Cussing at him and stuff. I walked in and he was naked on the floor saying she caught him recording while they did it so she left. Bricked up he was like “Well, I gotta finish or it won’t go down..” and then he said “Help me, and I’ll let you in the gang. No homo but I gotta nut and I don’t like jerking off.” I said no and then he said “On god bro I won’t tell anyone. Do it for me bro. Come on.” So I sat down and he pulled my head to his p**** and made me s*** his d***. I decided I didn’t wanna do it anymore and tried to pull off but he pushed my head down and shoved his d*** down my throat. I kinda hit him a little bit cuz I was choking and he threw me off on the floor of the bathroom and punched me in the side of my face. I saw black for a second and when I came to he was pulling my pants down and my boxers went down with them. I started moving and picking myself up but then he punched me in the side and said “Stay down!” And then he punched me in the face again. He held my head down and spit on something and then I felt him put his d*** to my a**. He spit on my a** and said “Don’t scream or I’ll knock you tf out kid.” He started pushing his d*** inside of me and I started screaming and he grabbed my hair and hit my face on the floor. “F***** f***** shut up” and he shoved his d*** inside of me as deep as it went and I couldn’t make a sound at this point but gasping for air. He punched me in the side every now and then and told me I was his toy and he was gonna use me whenever he felt like it. He picked me up from underneath my stomach with one arm while pulling my hair with the other and then reached down and felt my d***. “You’re hard you little f*****. You actually like this s***?” And he kept showing his d*** in and out until he got close and said “I’m gonna come so deep inside you f*****.” And he did. When finished coming, he said “You’re in the gang bro. Initiation over.” And he got up and walked out. I stayed there for hours and then when I got home my step dad was saying how I got beat up cuz I was a f*****. I didn’t say anything and went to the bathroom and showered. Blood and his c** was all over me.