My mother is really caring person but she is terrible at listening to me. The pain I feel because of it is growing inside of me and its getting harder and harder to get past it. She asks about my life in really unfitting situations or when I don’t have the time to talk. In her eyes this means she has given me the opportunity to speak and I did not take it. If she would really care, she would wait for a quite moment and would let me speak and listen, no interruption of hers and intersecting my story with one of her own. She probably does it subconsciously but it really hurts every time she does it. I turn more and more quiet and she does not notice or care. I really want to talk to her i try but every time I do I get the prove that she did not hear me. the time my Uni starts or when I have classes all lost in her mind, I can write down on calendars, text her or tell nothing reaches her. I just wish there was someone out there who would care about what I have to say…