so my wildest dream came true a few years ago and my crush of many long years noticed me and we became friends. About a month later tho, he noticed that I liked him and I confessed lol. Well guess what he doesn’t feel the same. So not being able to fathom not being close to him after getting to know him better, and wanting to be there for him in any way possible, I lied and said just saying it made the feeling go away. So we stay friends. Like legit, no flirting or chemistry at all. Haha. Yep. 2 years later and now he’s started raving about his new crush, who also doesn’t have feelings for him. So not only did I find out he doesn’t identify as straight, he chose someone else after me always being there for him. There it is, my guilty secret which causes so much pain. boy i hope this is actually anon