ok here’s the thing about being unstable. people only reach out to you when you are not okay. but when you start being okay, they stop talking to you. it’s like the only reason you exist is to become their charity case. They give you hope but never follow up on it, then the cycle begins again. I’m not okay, they talk to me, I feel better, they ignore me, and back to the start again. It’s f****** pointless. f****** hypocrites. f*** everything. f*** everyone.