I always get my hopes up that something is going to happen and nothing ever does, I’m tired of this feeling. Because I know there is nothing stopping you from talking to me and still you won’t. I’m not messaging you just to be shot down and humiliated like countless times before and obviously it boosted your ego to some degree. If you don’t have the guts to say anything to me then so be it, I’m so tired of waiting, for nothing. I’m done, my life is honestly just beginning and I don’t want to waste anymore time on someone who can’t even be my friend. Dumbest thing I’ve ever done. If I could kick my own a** I would.