It took a while for me to find a way or frame how I was going to tell my best friend I was dying because she so emotional and fragile. I finally tell her and she won’t even get back to me or acknowledge it. Vanished. Been friends over 25 years. Nada. Either in denial as usual or a stuck up fraud. I think many things but now feel what was I? I wanna kill her but I’ll be dead soon so what’s the point. Beyond pointless. Hurt beyond compare let alone angry. All so bloody pointless. I know her now, the cold hearted *tch when I’m not helping her. Convenience or her textbook denial when things get tough. What’s the bloody point?