I miss my girlfriend everyday im not with her, I feel needy and selfish. I wish she was here or i was there at her place, although her parents make me anxious for no reason. I wish she texted me more but i dont want to have to beg her for attention so i never say anything, or ill once in a while say something like “hey you know you can text anytime.” which is so obvious !!!!! I know people get busy but even when I’m busy or out I still think about her and want to text her, pf course I dont always because im chicken s***. Its weird because if she asked me for attention id be more than okay and id give it to her as much as she wanted but me asking for attention feels selfish and horrible. I wish she knew how much I actually love her and want to spend the rest of my time with her but only if she will work things out with me too. I sometimes feel as though im the one who has to start everything , not that i exactly mind but it would be a nice change to have her do something for me for a while. I just kinda feel empty and alone without her and it bothers me so much. I’m planning to move in with her but im worried about how we will interact , not completely but just after being very used to each other in the same place. I love her and want to help her in any way i can i just wish i knew what to say to get her to understand how i feel. I know ill probably end up breaking down and crying in front of her like i usually do when i talk about my feelings but i need to tell her somehow or show her what i want for us and what we should work towards. I hope she is doing well today and smiling.