i don’t think my friends listen to me. i think they hear my words but don’t actually comprehend them. i’ll say something that makes me feel uncomfortable and they’ll ignore it. i’ll express intrest in the one thing the rest of them despise and they’ll talk s*** about it in front of me. i’ll say i like it and then they’ll make fun of me for it. i’m right here. do you hear my words? can you truly hear me speak? its like i’m screaming into a void and nobodys calling out. i’m alone. no matter how hard i try it no one responds. i’ve told them before. they laughed it off. how can i get them to listen?