Every night i go to bed feeling unfufilled, unloved, underappreciated, feeling like im wasting my life. Full of regrets and deep anxiety. Depressed, some nights even crying. Its not healthy and I wish I knew away to crawl out of those hole I feel ive been in the past 5+ years. I dont want to live and feel this way anymore. Its tiring. my soul is sick and tired. My mind is fried. Im bored beyond belief and more lost than anyone I know. I feel so left behind by the world and my family and friends. I cant even begin to describe how awful it is to be like this.