we used to be friends. but f****** damn it i know you always got more out of it than i did.
i wasnt the one who flipped their s*** though, why are you punishing ME?? i f****** cared about you both so much and this is all i get now?
you said i was your best friend, alana. what the hell does that mean anymore?
you f****** replaced me so fast and it f****** hurts. i know im not always avaliable but i have so much s*** keeping me busy. that doesnt mean you can just f****** throw me out for people that you like better. after all the s*** i did for you and got nothing back in return it really nails it home how much of a user you are.
its not my fault that my partner is a f****** mentally deranged idiot. you can be mad at her all you want, im still mad too.
but i was still trying to find ways for everyone to get along so we could go back to normal.
why do i deserve to be shut out?
why dont you care??
why do i still want to be close to either of you still
its not f****** fair you get to have everything and im just left sitting alone with a f****** broken heart here.
i hope everything crashes and burns for you so you can know what it feels like.