I just keep spinning my wheels trying and hoping for better. cant get you out of my mind. it seems im just wasting time til I get to see you again. And nothing ever happens. Yet I dont learn my lesson. i just keep going back to you wishing something more would happen between us. I know it wont ever. I keep torturing myself and putting my life and future on hold for you. Ive become obsessed and its wonderful and horrible at the same time.