how badly I love this boy is so painful. I was so in love with him, and he dumped me out of no where.i thought we were forever. and yeah people tell me oh time will help. well why do I think about him on a daily basis? why does my heart still hurt when I think about him ? I would do anything to go back to how things were. it was perfect. he was my one person I could tell absolutely anything to. and now I feel like I’m not enough for anyone. because I gave him everything I had and he still threw me away like I was a piece of trash. it hurts when someone says they love you and they want to marry you and do that. I don’t know how things are going to work out, but it will take me a very long time to trust and forgive him if he ever decides to come back. because god knows I would take that boy back in a heart beat, even if it meant I would feel the pain all over again.