My bf and I have been together almost 2 years and he has never gone down on me properly. He never does it without asking and it’s usually just a couple licks and he loses interest. He tells me all the time that he loves how I take care of myself so it’s not a cleanliness issue. I thought maybe it’s his deviated septum that makes it hard to breathe. Maybe I’m just too fat and he doesn’t know how to get in there?

All I know is that I’m sad. I want it. I started thinking about oral and thought I’d pull up some p*** and found out that I was already wet. Didn’t take long to c** at all. I don’t get turned on by every little thing like I used to and we go through a lot of lube..

I’ve also been asking to try a*** for a while now. I know his primary p*** of choice is a*** but he never wants to try with me. I just don’t get it. I feel like I’m just done asking for things I never get. I’m going to start turning him down for s**; it’s probably my fault that I’ll drop my pants for him basically whenever he wants.