Seeing her sad and not being able to do a thing to make her feel better, makes me feel like a p************. We are friends, but she won’t confide in me and tell me what’s wrong,never has and probably never will. It really s****, wish she wanted to and I’m scared to push too much and then i lose the little bit of friendship i have with her. I honestly love her more than a friend, but friends is all we can ever be,she doesn’t have any feelings towards me, i said i made peace with that, i lied to her and myself. I love her and i have never felt this way about anyway ever.She just puts up with me cause we work together.i know this, i know she doesn’t like me, i know, but i just can’t help how i feel about her. If “the one” is out there, cause she probably won’t cause im not “the one” for her, anyway if she is there i might forget about her, but i feel like i don’t ever want anyone besides her. If i can’t be with her, I’d just rather stay single for the rest of my life. That’s how serious i feel about her, even though we have never even dated and only sorta know each other for almost 3 years. Sigh i really like to hurt myself it seems😅