you shouldve never met me, you're better off without me. im a curse to everyone who's lives im in, im a whole living burden on earth. i missed being in

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you shouldve never met me, you’re better off without me. im a curse to everyone who’s lives im in, im a whole living burden on earth. i missed being in love and then i fell for you and seeing you not give a s*** about me whenever we break off from school, always being the first person to text, always being the only one concerned for your wellbeing, it hurts so much, im sitting here balling my eyes out confessing to strangers who also dont give a s*** about my life. every morning i check my phone just to see if you’ve replied ok, not even texted me first but replied. you’re the notification that has my heart racing, and i hate it. i love you more than i can ever express, but i hate myself for it

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even when there’s so many people around me i feel so lonely. i feel like ive always been there for the little things in everyone elses’ life that i forget to be there for myself. ever since my first breakup 3 years ago i’ve always felt like there was an empty void to feel. not the kind of empty void that another person fills but the kind where im ok with my own presence. all my talking stages feel like i’m chasing someone just to make them love me. everyone says im pretty, kind, and caring but i don’t know what im missing that someone else has. maybe its the way i give talking stages my all and the way i show up even when they hurt me hoping that they’ll change. i want a love thats genuine and gentle with my broken heart. not because im desperate but because i want to feel loved the way i love others. im blessed to have a soft heart again and again even when it feels like it should be hard as stone.