I don’t know if it’s my anxiety or if they are actually playing mean girls to me. It was supposed to be a group for all of us, not just three to make the

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I don’t know if it’s my anxiety or if they are actually playing mean girls to me.
It was supposed to be a group for all of us, not just three to make the rest of us feel like we don’t belong.
But at this point I can’t tell if I’m imagining things or not
Maybe I’m reading too much into it… but I’m so scared of this happening again.
I can’t let it happen. It’d destroy me.

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